I’m back to my old vice.. watching basketball from our window.. avoiding the presence of the girls in love with him.. avoiding the crowd… or maybe avoiding him.

Happy @ 10:29 pm *wink*

My heart continues to ache heavily today. So for the first place, for the very first time, I cried. I didn’t cried because of him but.. because of mixed emotions. Duh? That’s not my peg, crying over a stupid idiot. I climbed up to the place I’ve always love since I was a kid - our roof. Yes. There you can see the houses and below there you can enter my beshie’s house. I’m too tired for explanations why we’re roof mates, beshie and I, but not to tired to balance this post. For some reason, there’s always a back up. Like HSM (oops dont judge) “life can change over night”. And yes, it can. Rosebud texted me that Boston Celtics won the game earlier today! I love you Rondo baby!!!! ♥_♥ My heart is overflowing. Keep it up you awesomesauce player. Okay. Hahaha, moving on… I’m now chatting with the dudes of our class and they’ve never failed to make me smile. I was saying “I hate this” a while ago but now “OOHMYGOD MY LIFE IS SO FCKING HAPPY” Thank you God, though I haven’t attend several masses, still, you bless me. Thank you.

Kapiling ko ang mga bituin ngayong gabi

Mga ulap ang aking katabi

Ngunit hindi ako nag iisa

‘Pagkat ikaw ay nandito na

Ok. So if you’re wondering why d’we look like uhm… beggars or what is because we’re beggars. Lol. We had our play, which is miraculously a success!! I think we even outrun the other group, shhh. Hahahaha!! I swear during practices they won’t cooperate and I was like paos when we sang but glad it turn out well.

I’m posting this because I haven’t told tumblr yet. We sang that song by the way, our finale song. It turned out wonderful, I swear. I super love my classmates, I love them big time!!

And lastly, please do follow Kuya Gab! He’s awesome like his url states plus he’s a demigod. Son of Zeus :)

I’m so dumb to think that he actually cares for me. That somehow, I’m a special girl and everything. I’m.so.fucking.dumb. Did I just said I was dumb? I am. I am. And now this is what I get. An evidence slammed jammed down to my face that he had no intentions for me and that he likes somebody. Wow, how awesome. Silly me, why do I believe them by the way? I’m such a faggot. Well, right, I belong to honor roll but then, there I was, fooled by a fucking moron stranger. Ugh. My fairytale broke apart. My dream, it escaped, and now, I’m awake.

Say hello to Natasha and to my lame drawing skills. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok, ok, guys, A distorted ball (the head) and an eggplant (the arm), and also to my ugly color layering and to the ugly light reflecting and to the ugly phone and to the ugly. I used color and color pencils and much as you can notice… wait, can you notice fingerprints around the drawing? If so, those were my hands. Messy. Hehe.

Fckery, I’m so ashamed but I’m posting it anyway, no one can stop me.  Actually, I’m not done with this yet. It’s so boring, see? And the neck’s long. This is my job too, drawing and feeling wonderful and afterwards will feel awful about it. Sorry too much redundancy of words, I just can’t seem to pull out some new.

PS: I don’t know much bout makeup! That’s why the eyeshadow err… is kinda, you know. Hehehe. Sorry gaise c:

Some of my neighbors discovered that I’m watching Naruto (big time) and I’m not just watching, I’m a fan. And yes, I’m reading the manga too. So about my neighbors who peer through the windows, WOW. Are you surprised that a girl like me would watch something like that? Well, for goodness sake. Hahaha. You could to talk me for days bout that anime.

PS: The anime’s latest episode is already the war arch’s 3rd or fourth. I’m getting myself ready for this. Dattebayo!!